Mm...

Well I didn't update in a while cuz' I can't go online for the last two weeks (I know, I know, I'm always giving excuses) Today I'm feeling like dying (not the depressed type...the lazy type) because it's raining and cool and...ahh.....want..to..sleep..........But I can't really sleep untill night. When I try to sleep during the day I'll sorta become half-sleep, half-awake...kinda like meditating in one of a book I read.

Feng Shui?

I don't believe in this but recently, I suddenly think it works! lol  Feng shui or "風水"(literally means "wind water" in chineese) is an ancient aesthectic* believed to use the laws of both Heaven (astronomy) and Earth (Geography) to help one to improve life by receiving positive qi**

  Well enough of that crap.Well you know that I switched schools bla,bla,bla and I said they were friendly at stuff. Well not really. They're friendly at the first 5 days and then not talking to you, avoiding you, calling you to fuc* off. Doesn't really matter (best friends do that too!) but I like to make friends so...I was thinking that I need to change myself to suit this school :P Well anyways I was thinking on ways to change myself while lying on the bed. Then I realized when I'm sleeping my head points toward the toilet, which one books says it's the "coffin position"(0Ooh scary!xD) and unluckyness will "haunt" you. Well I didn't really think it will help BUT since the air-con will be blowing on my face i changed my sleeping position anyway. Well it worked when I went to school the next day and Woot!! it worked! The two guys infront of me started to talk to me and before I know it we were all laughing! And the guy infront of them (who usually only talks to the dude beside him) let me talk with him. He usually says "Go away, Neoh!" when I approach him =.="

Well what do you guys think? MAybe it was just coincidence? Well you'll never know!

*   Means a branch of philosophy dealing with the nature of beauty, art, and taste, and with the creation and appreciation of beauty
** "气" in chineese, often translated as "energy flow", also means air

Text in BOLD adapted from Wikipedia

Feeling weird

Yea...I'm feeling weird now...dunno what happened....feeling like killing my pets, my plants and myself..very depressed......WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED?! Was my birthday yesterday and why am I fell like dying today?Ah shit....

The new school

Well the choice I made to switch school....was a GOOD CHOICE!!Everyone there was friendly and talked a lot although it was my first day there.They got lot's to talk about and blabla and I met two of my friends from my primary school there.One was Pau well her book got lost and she was sad haha and the other is Kok well she looked smart..I mean he but he sometime acts like a 'she' but now I was higher than him hahahahahahaahahahahahahah.A-hem 'cuse me lol

The dissapointment

Well I'm changing schools from St.John to Seri Hartamas.I don't know if this is appropriate to say but I'm pretttttyyy disapointed by St.John cuz' there's a lot of Melayu's (Sorry to any Melayu that are kind hearted read this) that are that aren't friendly and try to boss you around cuz' you're a Chineese and this is THEIR country...well MALAYsia.I'm not really fussy about people but they just keep teasing you although they're 15 cm shorter than you and i think two punches will finish them off(Not because I learn wushu lol)Today I was asking A if he took my book cuz' I think I borowed him...Then I went to B's table cuz' he was sitting with B there.B is a *runt* well the teachers and pupils call him "Baby"(Because his smaller than any of us)Yeah and I was at his table and he was like....*Grab me on the collar* and A kinda *Slapped him*(Not really or his face will be ruined lol)Aih..some Melayu are good but most think they are the king of the world. And during the band practist, a senior said "Bodoh"(Stupid -_-) to every little mistake you did..like *You couldn't hear and didn't do what he commanded*"Bodoh"*You didn't stop on time while running in the felid cuz' the sergeant said to stop so suddenly*"Bodoh"LOL And he hurt my feelings by saying I'm a woman and a squid cuz' I didn't eat lunch and drink enough water and was thirsty and hungry and not doing real well cuz' I'm close to fainting and I asked THREE TIMES to go to drink and it was my fault???

Me and me

                                           

This is year one ..............this is year six

♥ If You Like Someone, Tell Them ♥

See this movie: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hZTKfGXObzI&feature=related

This is the first time I cried while watching a show...this specific show ...reminded me of myself.....I think I should tell all my classmate that I like them...all of them...Going to leave graduate soon.......Don't want to leave>.<.......If I really don't have the courage to say it tommorrow.....Classmates, I like you guys!!!Hope you guys will see this.....